its change

2008-12-15T00:21:00.001+08:00

bye bye lindsay :(

2008-12-13T22:47:00.001+08:00

YI LU SHUN FENG LINDSAY ! :(
WILL MISS YOU YAHS?
COME BACKK FAST LA !
AHAHAHA , TAKE CARE WHEN YOU ARE IN HONGKONG :D

alright , back to blogging
todae didnt blog because..... neveminds ;(
anyway , my dad use some wooden thingy and wack my albow the BONE there.
and i burst out crying -.-
LOLS.
dont ask.
okay.
time to watch my lollipop show ;)
is only episode 9!
long way to go noh :(
okay !
i pack my laugauge le ;)
alright.
bye!

2008-12-12T15:00:00.003+08:00

okay HI :)
back ! yesterday didnt post , cause im come back quite late , so now i shall blog !
yesterday didnt go out with my sister friend because my sister friend NO $$.
so i went out with my sister noh.
we went to orchard , the LINDO COMPLEX?
to catch the movie ''BOLT''
well , i will give 10 stars to it ! or even more ,
is damn freaking nice.
until i CRY la. so damn touching.
how i wish i can hug my hamsters to bed , but well . i cant.
ahhahas ! they too small la.
lols , i wish to have a puppy noh :(
HAHA, the hamster in the show also very the cute ;)
got some people laugh until damn loud lor.
so funny la.
well , is a nice show ;D
but dont ever go LINDO COMPLEX to watch the show le.
the screen is like DAMN SMALL-.-
lol , okay back to story.
meet mother at suntec then we go home watch nyonyna.(dont know spell correct not)
ahaahs , i quite like the show le .HEHE.
okay ,
this few days i have been watching bang bang tang new dramas.
call : 黑糖群俠傳 !
is a very nice show la ! and i started liking ah wei and xiaoyu ALOT le !!! :(
die la ! i kept telling my sister about xiaoyu and ah wei so cute and stuff.
HAH ,she got irritated ><
okay , i now only episode 5 leh ! long way to go noh ! :(
nevermind ! i can do it !
common! i love bang bang tang.
alot of ppl do :)
ROCK ON BANG BANG TANG ! LOVE YOU !!!! MUACKS ! :)
i hope my mother can suscribe the channel v :(
alright , pictures !
xiaoyu! :)

ah wei ! :)xiao jie ;)
xiaoyu! :) :) :)

okay !!

time for dramas how liao ! bye people !

anyway.

LINDSAY!

YI LUN SHUN FENG in hongkong ! :)

take care yourself yah?

have fun YO! :D

okay , next wed im going KL liao ..

HEHE, need pack laugauge too! :)

alright !

bye people ! :)

SHE IS FINALLY GONE ! :)

2008-12-10T23:47:00.002+08:00

YOYO :)
im back !
weiting maid is finally gone ! :D
*claps claps * im not bad la , but really.
my family really dont like her AT ALL.
she cooks magee mee todae , is like wanna make me DIE.
is so SALTY like $%&*!@%^$
sister also angry with her , because we on music listen because we wanna change our hamsters the cage.
she never help us , but she instead sit on the floor and listen to music -.-
LOL la , my sister damn pissed off noh .
but now she is gone la .
hahah , happy wor ^^
my dad damn retarted la=.=
me and my sister watching bang bang tang videos.
my dad came in.
and say :
i got something to tell ur .
i was like what la.
then he say :
I LOVE YOU ;)
OMG LA.
damn retarted -.-
okay , i need to go fix my webcam now.
so bye ;)
tmr i going out with sister to orchard ! :)
to catch the show BOLT :D
woots , excited !

BLOGSHOPS ! :)

2008-12-10T10:59:00.001+08:00

okay okay HI :)
im finally back with a brand new day ! :D
haha , LOL ._.
today i spend the whole morng looking for some shorts and tops at blogshops.
i saw this blogshops selling hoodies , is DAMN NICE ;)
$16 lor ! so exxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx :(
but i managed to link some blogshops url that i like (:
hahas , feel free to look at the link ! :)
at my links there , HAHHA .
i saving money to buy alot of things le !
cardigan soon ! ;)
hahahs ! oh well, tomorrow going out with sister and zhanying :)
blog tomorrow or later ;)

IM SICK BADLY ! ARGH ! :( , lindsay is back ! :)

2008-12-09T18:38:00.004+08:00

oh well , hello :)
LET SEE ,
todae arh , morng wake up , i went to chai chee clinc to see doctor .
okay , wait . let me annouce something first ;)
LINDSAY IS FINALLY BACK ! :)
woots, she message me yesterday , and i think we chat until 1am?
if im not wrong bah , because i sms her 1hr later-.- cause im playing computer.
and my phone was charging , hahahah.
anyway linday ! when u see this sms me back ,
u wanna catch the show BOLT? tell me A.S.A.P :)
yepps , back to story , i went see doctor todae.
cause i got a bad cough and alot of flam stuck inside my throat.
so when i cough is like making my throat damn pain.
we go inside the clinic is like DAMN ALOT OF PEOPLE : X
so we headed for lunch first ,
okay , gladly annoused again , MY HANDPHONE IS DEAD :(
is like lindsay sms me alot of msg i didnt received a shit ._.
argh! need repair le :(
ate lunch , and we still have to wait for doctor ! :(
we reached at 12 pm , but we went in at 1.30pm i think?
long right? and we see doctor only got like 10 mins-.-
lols , pei mama go NTUC buy things , went im not feeling well -.-
guess what , i have my period now-.- SO SUAY ! -.-
and i have bad pulling also :(
sian la ! : X
sister pestering me to get well soon , cause she want me pei her go swimming -.-
LOL , you pass me ur sickness de lor ._.
ask me go swimming with you , *AHEM* see how bah ''ROOBA'' :)
many things happened yesterday ,
i dont understand why im so scared?
lol , OKAY .
i shall not think of it or care anything :)
is nothing much either ,
LOL.
okay ! weiting maid is going back tmr ;)
ahaahahs , which means tmr weiting family will be back from PERTH *envy*
ahhh!! still got next week the wednesday then can go KL ._.
still got 8 more days :(
and this sunday(14 dec) lindsay will be heading to HONGKONG :(
and when she is back , im in KL {?}
lols , haiz , no time for each other noh :(
okay , whatever.
im talking like grandma story.
tell u a joke , my sister dream that she fail her english N level -.-
LOl , damn funny .
then she keep telling my mother how scared is she.
i mean , i guess she have did her best , so JIAYOU jiejie :) dont worry la !:)
you can do it de la :) smile you ROOBA ! DONT SAD :)
but sad things is that N level result will be coming out on the 18 dec.
which we are at KL already ! omg la.
so daddy will helping jiejie to take lor ,
hahahah , scary sia...
luckily streaming is OVERRRRRRRRRR :)
hah ! finally my old computer is repairrrr-edddd ;)
and im using the old computer now to blog !
laptop is sister using as she is watching ''BU LIANG XIAO HUA ''
okay ! enough of chatting , pictures time ! :D
in the clinic , damn boring , so start taking picture?

see? my sister keep telling my mother her N level -.-
hahahah , hilarious ! :) my sister nose got A BIG PIMPLE :)

IN THE NTUC :)
the baby so cute :)

this is not my butt ! is my leg , HAHA , get trick not ? :)

okay ! so long bloggers ;)
time for dinner ! bye

dad is so unreasonable ! =.=

2008-12-08T23:31:00.002+08:00

hello! :)
finally back blogging ! :)
today had a bad day .
thanks to daddy -.-
and thanks to weiting maid-.-
ARGH , bad day .
dontwant blog about it .
dad say that i cannot go to sec5-.-
or even poly .
long story , sister and me like donwant care him liao ;)
hahahs ! :)
my sick is getting bad :(
im starting to have bad cough now .
no appeitee eat , and so on .
wasted the WHOLE bowl of hou fan .
lols , okay ,
i started finish maths and english and chinese alreaadyy :0
happy ^^ ahahhas ,
guess now is not the time to say yet?
i wonder ..

life have been boring :(

2008-12-08T00:27:00.008+08:00

cousins for life yo!

sister yo! :)

me yo! :)
biao ge :)
ting ting :D

&ahem& censored sia , underaged , DONT SEE : X
biao jie aka JOEY , see this DONT KILL ME AR :)
bride mother :D

she wear until damn hot sia :)
jiajun so freaking cute :)
FRIDAY ; 5 DEC

hello everyone :) :) :)
today was a very special day ! :) my biao jie wedding !
woke up early , bathe and meet weiting they all at kemangan mrt ;)
took train to tanjong pagar . when we reached the hotel , we thought we came early sia .
cause NO ONE ._.
haahahs , but they actually in the room ,
so we started getting along ......
we took alot of pictures ;) but i wont be posting them all .
posting this picture onlys ^^
well , i have one thing to say .
although i know is bad gossping about others ,
but me . weiting . my mother and sister cannot take it .
is my biao ge wife???
i think she abit retard sia ,
we carry her baby like we carry a BOMB like that sia ,
she give us that type of qianbian look =.=
like what? we are gonna push ur baby to the pool?
OMG la ! so wrong : X
hate her sia , fcuk off .
anyway , jiajun (her son) was uper cute :)
then they annouced that the bride and groom coming out , then we sit down wait for them ,
chat , took pictures , eat .
the food there was nice ^^ especially the prawn .
hah , LOl.
train down to vivo city after the wedding .
wanted to catch the show Bolt -.-
but mummy dont allow . = SIAN : X
shopped around noh , took pictures , hahah .
then we went on this cruise thingy !
they sell books de lar , but was quite okay :)
then daddy pick us up after that , ate dinner at the ABC market??=.=
some funny places-.- LOL.
then went back home liao , anyway .
weiting maid is here in my house as weiting are in australia .

SATURDAY;6 DEC

HELLO ! :)
at home the WHOLE day , im damn sian now larh :(
amos went to hk , so good lor ! :) haiz , still got....... 9 more days im going KL! :)

SUNDAY;7 DEC

HELLO! :)
today ar , i spend whole day at home too ,
did some hols hwk , and i finally finish english ! :)
*claps claps * hahhas , happy !:)
dinner finish , went aunty serene house :)
uncle eddy finally OUT of jail ,
LOl , dont know what to blog le , okay . bye ! :)
YAY ! LINDSAY WILL BE BACK TOMORROW ;)

i wanna change :(

2008-12-07T11:27:00.003+08:00

i have thought in a silent for awhile.
people do change right??
after all this 2 years been through , i felt that i have treat people damn badly.
like IF i really dont like that person , i will start gossiping her/him behind their backs-.-
after telling all this things to SOMEONE , i really think i needa change.
next year im goona be in 3c2.
COMFIRM , 100%.
next year our class will have less girls.
i think only me , edrea , stella , zulaiha , stesha , xue lin , rachael yong?
7girls? OMG lar.
how to survive with only 7 girls?
i mean so LEST LA ! =.=
LOL , i really hope that next year our class can be as harmony ?
at least we dont need to fight and what.
like my sister friends , they so united de .
but i know some friends cant accept ME as their friend because i did something to them or what.
but i willing to change now.
my sister also say that my attidude sometimes like very what also .
so yeah , but now i really change ! i change how i treated my dad .
i dont hate him anymore .
because , no matter what , he still our dad .
and he provide us with good living .
and hope that we are in good health , good breakfast , lunch and dinner .
but i gave him was a BASTARD word , which make him quite angry barhs.
so yepp , i wanna start afresh next year ,
i mean it .
no matter who still hate me or what ,
i dont hate your anymore .
i meant it also .
but ur hate me also can lar , i cannot so fast make your accpet me or what .
but whati wanna do is CHANGE .
like hating people and stuff .
hating people + studying = DIFFICULT.
hard la ! okay , why im i talking too much here ....?
LOLS , but i hope i could change my way that i think of people!
okay , i got to go .
bye !
XOXO

hubby , come back now ! :(

2008-12-06T12:17:00.003+08:00

LINDSAY LOK !
COME BACK FASTER OKAY ! :(
I WILL MISS YOU BADLY LAH ! :( :( :( :( :(
TAKE CARE WHEN YOU ARE IN MALAYSIA OKAY?:)
I WILL GET WELL SOON ! :(
LINDSAY !!!! I WILL MISS YOU YEAHSS???? :)
COME BACK QUICK OKAY!?
MISS YOU! :)
big post for my hubby :)

2008-12-06T10:12:00.002+08:00

DAMNN...
im totally sick now.
yesterday didnt blog because im like having a fever-.-
bad flu and a bad sore throat.
SIAN,
now my sister okay le , she HAPPY.
i sick now , I SUFFER-.-
PIANG EHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!! :(
I WANNA TO GET WELL !
I HATE MY SORE THROAT.
WHEN I SWALLOW MY SALVIA IS LIKE DAMN PAIN LARH .... ><
SICKENING !:(
I WANNA GET BETTER ! :(
DAMN !

2008-12-04T20:32:00.002+08:00

WTHHHH !!!!!!
IM SICK NOW D:
THANKS TO MY SISTER -.-
FLU+ SORE THROAT.
WONT BE BLOGGING TODAE.
CAUSE...................................................................
NEVERMIND , BLOG TMR.
BYE.
GET WELL SOON DENISE !
AND NOT __DESIREE____ !:)

2008-12-02T00:29:00.001+08:00

HELLOS ! ;)
HAPPY BITHDAY MAMA !:)

2008-12-01T09:25:00.000+08:00

HELLO EVERYONE ! :)
tomorrow is my mama birthday :)
i bought for her a wallet and a running lab the watch , cause my sister say she wanna buy it . but too ex.
so me , papa and sister bought for her ! :D
hope she like it (:
later following my mama to national eye centre , waolao sian sias..
hahahs , you must be guessing why i can use the computer sucha a early day.
ahhahas , cause i create my own user account ! :D
only i know the password , smart uh?! :(
hahhhs , im BORED-.-
sms kinda bomb liaos??
hahahs , omgosh le.
i must stop sms-ing.
hahhs , alright , i cant wait for my KL trip !
hope there;s nothing wrong with KL.
ahahahhahs , biao jie wedding this friday !

2008-11-30T23:29:00.000+08:00

FRIDAY;28NOV
HI! morng wake up at 7am.
ate breakfast and off i went to see the skin centre.
so boring .
but i first come , so i get first things lor..
hahha , see doc , take medicine then off i go shopping with jie .
ahhahs !:)
we went to shop.
as shop haven open , so we walk walk around first..
take picture then meet mum???
lols , but funny day that day barh.
i cant rmb what we do.
cause so long le.
but i know there's alot of pic need post , but i just post abit barhs;)
this picture so sexy !

SATURDAY;29NOV

hello! :)

today i went out with my familys to celebrate my grandma birthday :)

hehe , we have a totally fun there!

we ate at the suntec the PEARL RIVEL RESTARANT.

the food is damn nice :D

hheheheh , and i laugh like crazy with my aunty in the restarant.

my aunty ask my uncle :

AUNTY: eh , you know how to drive?

UNCLE : yeah , i know how to drive , get car bang only what.

ME: waolau eh ! so damn ''cold '' can??

damn funny !

my aunty laugh until damn loud.

well , can say that ANG family is damn nice to joke with .

ahhahs , and i joke my uncle with the waitress.

my ahma ask the waitress to be her daughter-in-law ,! so LOL right? HAHAHAHHAHAH..

we ate buffet.

so can order as many as we want.

in the picture , you can see both my uncle and father ate until damn full.

they damn crazy lor.

order total of more then 10 fish i think?

eat until i damn scared already ><

pictures uploaded !

ahahha , after tat we went to marina barrage to walk walk then go home liaos

i slept all the way in the car , cause i think should be a tiring day for me barhs ,

pictures below!

bangle that i bought ;D

pictures of me , hahahs :)

pictures of my relatives :)

eat until so full for what?!
my ahma blowing candles :)

pictures that i took with my relatives :)

my uncle wife ! :)

SUNDAY;30NOV

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIA LIN!

MAY ALL YOUR DREAMS COME TRUE :D

todae arh ,

i morng wake up ,

something happened.

but okay already.

lols. was talking with amos through SMS-SED;)

hahahs , lols..

then after that sleep for awhile.

supposed to go bugis street at 3.30..

but i overslept unitl 4.30.

fought with my sister awhille .

but talked awhile , we okay already.

went going to mrt , so ngeeann ppl-.-

go up the escaltor, saw my piano teacher ! SO SUAY!

super crowded wor bugis.

went to bought mother present , as her birthday is this tues ! :)

hahahs,

went bugis street.

bought a shirt.

sister bought a dress and a waist belt for my biao jie wedding this friday :)

i think is funny, but maybe i not use to it lor.

after that meet parent then went parkway to hav dinner.

but grocery then went home le.

now im blogging.

this will be a damn long post , because i this few days have been mia-ing ,

so dont mind people , if this is sucha long post arhhs..

hhahahs :)

okay , is 12.41am le.

i need to go liaos ,

tmr going out with mum.

bye !

anyway !i cant wait for my biao jie wedding!

i think i should just forget you .

you jerk.

2008-11-29T00:15:00.000+08:00

many things happened larh..
this few days..
blah blah blah,
why im i jealous???
whyy???
lols, is just FRIENDS><
lols..............................................

2008-11-27T19:38:00.000+08:00

THE 2 BABY DAMN FREAKINGLUCKY ! :(

LOLLIPOP !!! ♥♥

AOQUAN ♥♥♥
wangzi ♥♥
xiaojie♥♥ bat ku teh uncle so lucky! they eat but ku teh after the show :)
HAHHAHAHZ , can you spot me??? im damn far behind lorhhhz ! wangzi so shuai ! :)

HELLO EVERYONE :)

my siser went to search all this bang bang tang picture ! :0

and i find them damn shuai now ! omgosh arhhh !!!
this few days many things happened.

haiz , but can say is my fault barhhs :(

i write my dad name in my hp as BASTARD THEN my dad saw-.-

then he damn angry and blah blah ..

i cried in the hospital.

lols, then after that i say sorry ,

then he say sorry also.

cause i tell him he like very what to me and so on , i just tell him larhs.

then after that he HUG ME????

lols, and say SORRY DARLING , i also got wrong.

piang , make me damn............................. sad???

lols , im sorry daddy :(

haiz,

the 9pm show now sucks like shit .

i still prefer the bu fan de ai.

so shocking when the rui en also act got ai zhi bing.

but she damn nice lar ..

hahhas , and the buqun also ,

i still prefer bu fan de ai ^^

lindsay im bored D:

you too right? ;( ahhahas.

anybody seeing my blog , please tag me yeahs???

dead already , :(

jessica hamster damn cute ^^

2008-11-25T19:24:00.000+08:00

WANGZI SO DAMN SHUAI :)

hi everyone , i FINALLY CAN BLOG-.-

WAITED SO LONG , WTHHHHHHHHHZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.

my mother finally came back and i beg her to write the pass and let me use-.-

FINALLY , waolao today sian lar.

morng wake up got guzheng, 8-12.

then yingting actually say wanna go out ,

but in the end cancelled-.-

LOLS.

so i went to eat lunch with yingying,joan and jialin.

then after that come back slack awhile.

then meet jessica , because she tmr going overseas i think?

thn she pass me her hamster to take care ^^

hahahx.

LINDSAY! i miss you D:

like 1year never seee you liaos ,

:( :( :(

anyway , if the dress is cheap , i help you buy kkayss?:)
hahhas, you like want to have it desperately :D

ahhahahhs , okay larh ,

i gtg already.

wanna eat dinner.

i really wanna know the password desperately.-.-

2008-11-24T23:43:00.001+08:00

agnes !

wangzi and aoquan ♥the letter that i gave to wangzi ! ♥
LOLLIPOP ROCK YO! ♥IM LIKE DAMN CRAZY ! ♥♥♥♥♥can you see how crowded it is????!!!

wangzi!!!! ♥♥♥♥♥aoquan ~ ♥♥♥

ANDY GE , bang bang tang boss :D

I GOT THEIR AUTOGRAPH!!!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

HELLO EVERYONE :)

I COME BACK WITH A HAPPY MODE ;D

yesterday , on the 23nov , i went to the BANG BANG TANG EVENT at IMM.

hahs, supposely should meet agnes and joey at kemangan mrt.

but dont know who say they thought we were inside so never wait then go liaos.

so me and my sister wait for the other train,

shujun say that alot of people is queeing liaos, so when me and my sister reach jurong west interchange, we run to IMM-.-

hahahhas, we queeue outside the taxi stand there.

super duper hot ><

keep sms-ing lindsay ! sorry D:

waited quite long , we finally can go to the GARDEN PLAZA WHICH their held the bang bang tang even there,

we sit awhile , feel hungry le then i went to dao bao macs.

hahahs , agnes damn funny ><

lols ! :D

i really feel damn bored, because im gonna wait 8hrs for LOLLIPOP to come , damn long!

to kill time, i keep going out to walk around then come back.

due to they say that each body can only have 1 cd, so my jie went to buy the other cd.

then we both can get a autograph :D

then , suddenly 6pm damn fast !

we began to stand up and prepare our handphones and camera

WOOT!

then the 9.33 ppl come liaos ,

then after that got people say LOLLIPOP!!!
AND THEY STARTED SCREAMING LIKE CRAZYY!!!

went i saw WANGZI i began to go fucking HIGH!!!
i scream like some mad woman-.-

dont believe, ask my sister.

she say she nearly go deaf.

cause i scream damn loud.

WAKAKAKKAKAKAKAK ^^

i really damn happy.

when they sing , i keep saying GO WANGZI!!!!!! HAHAAHS,

damn funny ><

wangzi in real life really damn shuai okay?

and i really damn high.

i scream until i wanna vomit.

but all my pictures are blur.

because im damn far away.

so sian ! but i managed to capture some!

plus shujun goona send me and agnes lim too !

so i will update qite soon when they send me.

then finally is the autograph time, went my turn arh , i damn nervous lar.

im facing damn FACE TO FACE.

like totally OMFG.

then i write to them all a note.

then when i gave to WANGZI the note,

he say : XIEXIE*SMILE* then he shook my hand !! :D:D;D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:DD:D:D:D:D:D

then so happy^^

XIAOYU ALSO SAY TO ME :

BYE! MAN MAN XOU SIA QU.

means bye ! walk slowly

OMFG , im damn high!

and after that hoh , went i went down ,

I KEEP TELLING MY SISTER,

omg,!!!! WANGZI SHAKE MY HAND, AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and im not gonna wash hand. :):):):):):):):):):)

but in the end i got-.-

ahahs, damn high :)

ate dinner with agnes lim and joey.

they are really bunch of funny people.

thanks to anges and joey today.

i laugh like some mad cow-.-

really damn funny.

then in mrt , agnes go say my sister boobs damn big.

then we laugh like mad.

then got this girl and one aunty keep laughing at us.

HAHAAHHAHA , funny.

then we got home , yesterday i got wack from my dad.

long story barh.

todae never go online whole day until now because my dad lock the laptop.

donwant let me use.

and went i was sms lindsay , my tears drop.

lols.

23 NOVEMBER WILL BE THE DAY I WILL REMEMBER ! :)

WANGZI , I WILL FOREVER LOVE YOU :)

ROCK ON LOLLIPOP!

COME TO SINGAPORE OFTEN YO! :D

hahhahahas, WANGZI WANG ZI ♥♥♥♥

hey sucker ,

you are really making me cry everyday everynight now.

because of you , i always sad.

and heartache.

i really decided to give up on you and find other guy.

and you are just a jerk with sucha a flirt -.-

2008-11-24T22:41:00.001+08:00

guys, i wont be blogging this few days.
because my dad lock the laptop-.-
and i dont know the password.
now is because my mom using , so i faster blog.
i will update soon.
bye.

I LOVE WANGZI!!!!
i shook hand with him yesterday <3
rock on !

2008-11-22T22:36:00.000+08:00

hello everyone :)
im back !:D
went to KOVAN MALL with parents just now and i just came back .
so now im sitting on my lappy and BLOG!
just now i damn dulan by my dad-.- my dad scold me like FUCK .
cause i order kuey chap , then they gave me pig skin which i didnt order.
maybe is in the set de lar. then my father ask me why i order , then i say i didnt order at all.
then i just eat lar , then he say:
DO YOU HAVE TO SHOW YOUR FACE?
REALLY ARH , I HAVE YOU AS MY DAUGHTER REALLY SIBEI SUAY.
COME OUT WITH YOU VERY HARD.
TALK TO YOU VERY HARD , TALK TO YOU LIKE WANT TO FIGHT.
YOU BETTER DONT LET ME SLAP YOU INFRONT OF THE PUBLIC OKAY.
I CAN DO IT DE OKAY.
SIBEI SUAY MANS , *then he go eat *
fuck , what the fuck he wants?
EVERYTHING ALL MY FAULT-.-
HAVE YOU EVEN THINK WHY I DO THIS TO YOU !-.-
fucker , sibei guailan by him-.-
my mother after that scold me-.-
blah blah blah , your only side daddy-.-
daddy only love you and jiejie then SAY larh.
stupid ass-.- fucking dulan.
went to kovan mall shop.
i saw my fav clothes! but it cost $30.10=.= mummy dont allow me buy.
sighhhh D:
this shirt nice right? ahhh!!! i want it D: so nice !
haizzzzzzz...
so sian!
OFFICALLY , MY PHONE SPOIL LIAO.
it use to be lindsay phone, now my turn liao-.- SIAN LA><
i cannot even received people sms.
is like they message me , i didnt receive at all-.- FUCK SIA.
crappy phonee,
then just now i drop my phone.
then the push to talk button come off-.-
waolieeewwww, NOKIA PHONE sucks !
the bad news is that , JUNKI is not yet to be found D:
my grandma say she didnt take , then how junki lost?!!??!?!!?
haiz fuck lar , my life sux lar.
fuck.
just now in the car , i was browsing my phone pictures.
i saw junki picture and video ,
i really miss him larh D: junki!!! come out to me now !
i know you are thirsty and hungry le rightt???
come out and mummy will feed you D:
junki , i love you.
remember that okay?
you are just a 3month old baby D: so fast you leave me le .
junki! stay strong .
i dont know where are you now , but i know you are a smart kid.
okay? i will always love you junki , rock on ! :D
i started to think of L and LEILEI :(
L should be die le barh.
so long already... he escape , and he went into the pipe which will never come back le.
LEILEI die is because she is too old le ,
this cant be help.
now is JUNKI , haiz.
XIAOYU also like wanna die le, because she is too old also.
but if xiaoyu die , i will cry like mad de lor.
she is too cute and too cute to be loved by me.
i love all my hamster, they cheer me up alot and i always laugh by the way they sleep and stuff.
but when they die , i cry alot.
i will start thinking of them.
leilei and L have leave me quite long , but i still cannot forget them.
howw? why my life is like that de?
-.-
I MISS JUNKI :(
lindsay , im sorry okay?
i promised you i wont say that ''word'' again.
forgive me ? :(

LIFE SUX .
HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT THIS AND THAT.
SIANS .
tmr im going to meet agnes and joey at kemangan mrt at 10.30am.
to go to IMM,
siao hoh? bang bang tang come at 6pm.
but we have to go there queeue first.
i think now ppl camping there liaos :D
im excited to shake their hands !:D woootts,
ANYWAY,
LINDSAY , I WILL MISS YOU WHEN YOU GO TO HONGKONG :(
MISS ME TOO! :D AHAHAS ;D

my life so suay

2008-11-22T10:14:00.000+08:00

hello everyone ! :)
PAISEH , this few days never come update my blog , because was rather busy ,
there's many picture im going to upload and blog about.
THURSDAY;20 NOV

i went to parkway with jiejie , to buy BANG BANG TANG ALBUM :)
because this sunday we are going to IMM to see them ! :D
excited siol !:) which means is tmr only !!! :)
woots! ;DD ahahhas ,
yepp then me and my sister very bored , we started to go parkway the giant to take some wu liao pictures-.- take a look barh ! xiaoyu is so freaking cute-.-! :D
love you xiaoyu! :DDDDD i think when you DIE that day , i will cry like mad D:
represent my sister ! PANDA that why she wanna take ! LOL~

i kinda caught by the people there-.- i wanna take this drink and take picture , then my sister already get ready wanna take, but i quickly put back , AHHAHAHAHAHAHAH..

FRIDAY;21 NOV

hello people !today got guzheng at 8am-.-

i couldnt wake up , i woke up at 7am , but my eyes never open , i FORCE myself go bathe ..-.-

sians , reach school went for practice , LUCKILY I DIDNT GET SELECTED FROM LAOSHI-.-

cause she must test one by one , LUCKY ME! :D

i think our school damn retarted lor-.- next time our table is like primary school like that-.-

6 people share a table-.- OMGOSH-.-
JING JING ! :DHUI HUI ;D

went to lunch at t-mart with guzheng peeeps.strawberry! :Dchen hui also have friendship problems-.- cheer up girl !:D

bake by shuqi they all :)

chew sihui is damn funny! :D sorry arh , post all your umglam picture , but you really cheer me up dude ! :D rock on !went home with LINDSAY after that , went t-mart buy pancake , then went home with her :D

hahahas , damn funny . crap alot . lols :) then my eye twitch-.-

went i reach home , JUNKI MY HAMSTER ESCAPE-.- to no where-.- the cage is still close and everything is in the same position. but the hamster is gone , the plastic bag no hole everywhere dont have , how he escape? i suspect that someone took it or something , i really cannot believe why my life so suay like fuck . yesterday i cried out loud . and i pray to God to make Junki still alive , and whenever he is now , come out and come back to me again . i really miss you Junki , the way you sleep is very cute , and you are still a 1 month old baby only , if you die , i will be very sad lar , JUNKI , i know you are hungry now right? can you come out marh? i will give you lot lot food de , i dunwant to be the 2nd incident of L again. JUNKI , come out can??

your owner miss you trucks lot now .

God , wherever junki is heading now , pray for him that he will survive and live longer.

im sorry JUNKI that you ended up in this state as L , im really sorry

i just want you come back to me again.

Junki! I LOVE YOU ;)

you are always my baobei baby ;D
no matter what , i will find you ;)
JUNKI! COME BACK OKAY?;D THE DOOR WILL ALWAYS BE OPEN FOR YOU !

DAMN SAD LAR-.-
i want JUNKI back to me again , i miss him .
i wanna feed him foodD:
sians, life sux.
yesterday spencer called me><>

JUNKI! COME BACK NOW ! :(

you are sucha slut.

fuck off dad , have your own fucking life

2008-11-20T09:25:00.000+08:00

XIAOYU :D
she is like going to die , because she is old le , i will always LOVE you xiaoyu :)

hellos people , im back !
yesterday i cried , thanks to my FUCKING FATHER-.-
because yesterday i on the air-con , i didnt intend to tell my dad , because i scared he scold me.
but the floor cold cold de , then i say NO i didnt on.
but in the end i say the truth lar , then my dad push me and say : YOU WHERE BUAY SONG!?
wtf he wants , SERIOUSLY mans , i really hate it .
and he told me that he is being baised to jieje beause my sister know how to save money?
omgosh , FUNNIEST JOKE EVER and he tell me because i always spend his money?
HEY , i really dont know what the fucking wrong with you mans.
i save money , you SCOLD.
i dont save money , you also SCOLD ,
so what the fuck do you want !
and i really cannot take it anymore, i went toilet and sit and there and think and cry-.-
i really think that why must they throw their anger at ME?
yesterday my mother bought the hamster woodshaving , i suppose to fetch her.
but she ask me cut ingredients cause she wanna cook dinner , then i haven cook finish marhs.
then i went toilet , my mother keep ringing the bell , but i couldnt hear , she come back ,
SHE SHOUTED AT ME LIKE FUCKING MAD COW.
SERIOUSLY , I dont know how to say?
everyday morng , went i wake up , my parents and sister already went work , my grandma will only cook for me lunch and then go home and i will be at home ALONE until 8-9pm?
and you know when you are alone , you will start thinking nonsence stuff ???
-.- like there's ''something'' behind you or whatsoever .
they never even think a shit leh.
come back scold me only.
my sister leh? same thing , i didnt open the door cause im feeding the hamster ,
she come in the room , throw the bag and say : dont need feed already lar, im giving everyone away.
hey common! wtf you want?
i seriously cannot tahan my fucking father anymore .
can someone tell me what should i do?
and you know what?
yesterday me and my mother was playing the game PET SOCEITY in facebook.
AND WE JUST ON.
my mother went to toilet , my dad ask me to offf , i told him say wait first lar.
and u know what my dad do?
he go to the cupboard and take cane -.-
and then he threaten me say YOU BETTER OFF IT NOW OKAY ! EVERYTHING MUST USE FORCE ON YOU-.-
fuck lar seriously , i really cannot stand already larh !
cheebye , what the fuck my father wants-.-
if you love jiejie more , you SAY lar .
dont everything all zhen dui wo can anot-.-
everything see me bu shun yan.
FUCK OFF DAD, HAVE YOUR OWN FUCKING LIFE.

2008-11-19T13:15:00.000+08:00

webcam with CHEEMING just now,
damn freaking funny , he song -.-
lols , when lindsay call me ,he keep say LALALALLA OBAMAMA?
should be he say this ,
hey i know you like the BARRACK OBAMAMA CAP that i gave you luhzz :)
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
wakkakakakakkas , LOLS><
REMEMBER MY AHMA IS ALWAYS THE SEXIESTTTTT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [:
PUSSY CAT DOLL! HAHAHAHAHHAH

i think you such a flirt . im going to forget you now.

2008-11-19T08:43:00.001+08:00

hey everyone ! im back with a brand new day ..

okay hi everyone ,
im going to start everything with a brand new day ! :)
thanks lindsay for your comfort , i feel much more betta.
mom say after my 2 year contract she is going to cancel my line._.
so now i will start saving sms :D
hehe !:) like if not impt i will not REPLY sorry arh , people! D:
but if important , i will lorhz.
then see got explode not , HAHAHA (:
chao sian de , tmr going to parkway with my sister to get bang bang tang lastest album !
for this sunday they are coming to singapore !!! damn excited .
im sure im going to take alot of picture of WANGZI and XIAOJIE!!
WAKAKKAAKKAK ^^
alright ! GOT TO GO :)
miss me !
bye!:D

giving up on him???

2008-11-19T00:06:00.000+08:00

i think that i should just avoid you .
i dont want to make myself suffer , and jealous that you are talking to other girls..
i think we two also cannot be tgt-.- i mean *FAT HOPES*
is like , i keep thinking of you everyday , but i dont even sense that you know that i LOVE you.
maybe is just all fated my God barh ,
& 1 more thing , i think i shouldnt tell you i like you ,
later you aviod me far far far far .
AIYEAH , WHATEVER IT IS .
im going to try to forget you .
bye BOY,
IM GIVING UP ON YOU ALREADY.
I DUNWANT TO MAKE MYSELF UPSET AND ANGRY BECAUSE OF YOU LE.
bye.

2008-11-18T18:58:00.000+08:00

(6:54 PM) Winson Khoo:
GOT COOK? U ON WHOLE DAY, RIGHT?
(6:54 PM) ♥!DENISE!♥ aka [:
got cook
(6:54 PM) ♥!DENISE!♥ aka [:
no-,-
(6:54 PM) ♥!DENISE!♥ aka [:
just now i study lar.
(6:54 PM) ♥!DENISE!♥ aka [:
u ask mummy lar.
(6:54 PM) ♥!DENISE!♥ aka [:
-,-
(6:54 PM) ♥!DENISE!♥ aka [:
no"?
(6:55 PM) Winson Khoo:
THEN Y U SPENT SO MUCH ON HP BILL
(6:55 PM) ♥!DENISE!♥ aka [:
im paying mummy back right.
(6:55 PM) Winson Khoo:
IS THIS THE POINT U MEAN, EVERY TIME U OVER SHOT, U WILL PAY MUMMY STILL OUR MONEY, RIGHT?
(6:56 PM) Winson Khoo:
SMS MORE THAN 1000 THIS IS REAL TERRIBLE THINGS
(6:57 PM) ♥!DENISE!♥ aka [:
can you stop talking to me with CAPS?
(6:57 PM) ♥!DENISE!♥ aka [:
=,=
(6:57 PM) Winson Khoo:
I HAVE TO DECIDE WHETHER TO TERMINATE YOUR LINE PERMANTLY OR CONFESTIGATE AGAIN!
(6:57 PM) ♥!DENISE!♥ aka [:
for what , im paying mummy lehs?
(6:58 PM) Winson Khoo:
I am disappointe the way u spent both mummy and me are bankrupt soon, do u know tat
(6:59 PM) Winson Khoo:
mummy owns the bank for more then 20k, i own the bank for more then 20k , too we really dont khow to pay liao
(7:00 PM) Winson Khoo:
at very most, u as a daughter, must k how to spend wisely, right?
(7:01 PM) ♥!DENISE!♥ aka [:
hey there;s something i really dont like it okay , why are you talking to me and jiejie with a diff tone?!
(7:02 PM) ♥!DENISE!♥ aka [:
you talk to jiejie so nice , you talk to me always with the CAPITAL letter,
(7:06 PM) Winson Khoo:
becos jie jie ks how to save $, she knows our problems, i ve 02 daughters only, u tnk i being bias
(7:07 PM) Winson Khoo:
if u k how to show r thoughtfulness, evey mth, we will not worry so much of r hp bill
(7:08 PM) Winson Khoo:
so u tnk i control u too tight u can let loose
(7:08 PM) ♥!DENISE!♥ aka [:
i where got get loose?
(7:09 PM) Winson Khoo:
u r sec 2 already, must know$ easy to makeso u know both mummy & daddy own the bank so much, t u to do
(7:09 PM) Winson Khoo:
we HAVE 40,000 debts altogether.
(7:10 PM) Winson Khoo:
so u tell me , how to solve ts problem
(7:10 PM) ♥!DENISE!♥ aka [:
how i knwo?
(7:10 PM) Winson Khoo:
very simple, spend wiTHIN YOUR limit, tat's all we are asking
(7:11 PM) Winson Khoo:
anyTHING over shot, we are deaddea
(7:11 PM) Winson Khoo:
deaddead
(7:13 PM) Winson Khoo:
DO U KNOW Y MUMMY GOT GIDDINESS BECOS SHE WORRIES TOO MUCH OF OUR HOME BILLS, CREDIT CARDS BILLS, ALL SORT OF THINGS
(7:14 PM) Winson Khoo:
if save S$10 per mth for the HP bill, u are actually saving S$360 for the yeartat amt can buy r School textbo
(7:14 PM) Winson Khoo:
U GO AND THINK ABOUT IT.WE TIRE OF TALKING TO U LIAO
(7:17 PM) Winson Khoo:
TONIGHT I WANT TO HAVE MEETING WITH YOU AND JIE JIETO TALK ABOUT OUR DEBTSI M SERIOUS

fuck , im pissed
i cried over this matteer, fuck up.

my life sux! i wanna die D:

2008-11-18T17:04:00.000+08:00

HELLO EVERYONE ;)

why does everyone have a good living?
why does people have good parents?
why does people have good grades?
why does people have nice comfortable home?
i wonder...

im in my room , EMO-ING, (I GUESS?)
im listening to some sad song , and my heart really wanna break already ,
i really want everything to stop , end this world , let us have freedom!
OHPLEASE! D:
help me out man!!!! i wanna die D:
i really wonder , why i must be the youngest?
i thought ... youngest will get most pority?
-.- the answer is NO ,
serious .
maybe for other family YES larh ,
but mine NO ,
do you know from the time that my parent leave the house around 7am until now 5pm they never even call back to home a single call and ask how i am?
i know this abit sacasitc larh-,- but at least should have a single call right?
and im at home 24 hours , i cant even go out .
really , i can bet with you $100 if i ask them ,
their answer will be NO ,
only like if i go out with my sister friend then can?
FUCK , damn unfair.
IM ALREADY GOING TO SEC3 OKAY!
-.- they say must POLY then can go out ._.
yeah , i know i everytime ask daddy for money , because i wanna buy things.
hey , i haven start working lehs-,-
i wanna cry , but my heart is really crying , serious .
-.- i wanna YOU to comfort me,D:
haiz, why is world like this !?
God , please tell me !
please please please ,
i wanna everything to stop.
FUCK , im FUCKING PISSED.
i can comfirm bet with you later my dad is going to nag to me like FUCK ,
i think he is going to confiscate my phone ,
HAIYA , WHATEVER LARH-,-
but , im going to pay my mother the 222sms that i exceed= $11.10
pay larh ,
haiz .
okay ,
bye

2008-11-18T09:25:00.000+08:00

(9:19 AM) Winson Khoo:
YOUR HP BILL OVERSHOT AGAIN
(9:20 AM) ♥!DENISE!♥ aka [:
i will pay mummy the balance the $11.10
(9:20 AM) ♥!DENISE!♥ aka [:
i told her already
(9:20 AM) Winson Khoo:
SMS OVER 1100TERRIBLEHOW U PAY THE BALANCE WHERE U GET THE $
(9:20 AM) ♥!DENISE!♥ aka [:
i got save money larh.
(9:21 AM) ♥!DENISE!♥ aka [:
not means i hol never save lor
(9:21 AM) ♥!DENISE!♥ aka [:
i got more then $12
(9:21 AM) Winson Khoo:
VERY RICH RIGHT

FUCK , WHAT MY FATHER WANT?!
I NEVER SAVE MONEY HE SCOLD I SAVE MOENY HE WANT TO SCOLD ME ALSO .
FUCK LARH ! WHAT HIS FUCKING PROBLEM!
MY HEART IS CRYING LAR , CHEEBONG SIOL.
DONT KNOW WHAT HIS FUCKING PROBLEM.
EVERYTHING SEE ME BU SHUN YAN .
FUCKER.

2008-11-18T08:31:00.000+08:00

THIS IS HOW MY DAD TALK TO MY SISTER:
(12:53 PM) Winson Khoo:
wake up already
(12:53 PM) ♥~EERISED~♥ aka:
yupps
(12:54 PM) Winson Khoo:
very nice sunglasses
(12:54 PM) Winson Khoo:
u look very much prettier now
(12:54 PM) ♥~EERISED~♥ aka:
LOL,no..
(12:55 PM) Winson Khoo:
but NOISE los like mummy
(12:55 PM) Winson Khoo:
much also
(12:55 PM) ♥~EERISED~♥ aka:
haahhas,ya lo..so qiao
(12:57 PM) Winson Khoo:
mummy wake up already
(12:57 PM) ♥~EERISED~♥ aka:
ya,wake up liao
THIS IS HOW MY DAD TALK TO ME :
(6:33 PM) Winson Khoo:
U LET ME DOWN
(12:42 PM) Winson Khoo:
u on MSn whole day, right
(12:42 PM) ♥!DENISE!♥ aka [:
♥!DENISE!♥ aka [[DOGGY]] =) has changed his/her name to "♥!DENISE!♥ aka [[DOGGY]] =)"
(12:42 PM) ♥!DENISE!♥ aka [:
no ,
(12:42 PM) ♥!DENISE!♥ aka [:
just on
(12:45 PM) Winson Khoo:
u finish r story boOKs already
(12:45 PM) ♥!DENISE!♥ aka [:
finish 2
(12:46 PM) Winson Khoo:
i have wasshed the clothing, can u hang it
(12:46 PM) Winson Khoo:
inside the WASHING MACHINE
(12:48 PM) ♥!DENISE!♥ aka [:
the maid hang already
(12:52 PM) Winson Khoo:
DUN SPEND TOO MUCH TIME ON UNNECESSARY THINGS SUCH AS PLAYING WITH THE HAMSTERS, MSN WHOLE DAY, U SHOULD KNOW YOUR STANDARD , NOW, RIGHT
(12:53 PM)
♥!DENISE!♥ aka [[DOGGY]] =) has changed his/her status to Online
(12:54 PM) ♥!DENISE!♥ aka [:
yeahhh ........................
(12:54 PM) ♥!DENISE!♥ aka [:
okaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

SEE NOT?!!?!??!?!!!? fuck him man .
talk to my sister like so fucking good , talk to me like some fucking shit-,-
SERIOUSLY HATE HIM , FUCKK HIMMMMMMMMMM-.-
HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY JASMIN:)
MAY ALL YOUR DREAMS COME TRUE:D
YESTERDAY I FELT DAMN FREAKING SICK , SUPER .
so i slept from 8pm-8.30am in the morng , SIAN LORRRHHHHZZZZ....
HANDPHONE BILL- $42.90
SMS-1222(MORE THAN 222), NEED PAY $11.10
I THINK MY MOTHER IS GOING TO PAY $32 OR $31,
SO I THINK I WILL PAY HER THE BALANCE, CAUSE I GOT SOME SAVINGS?????
-.- -.- -.-

SO FREAKING SIAN , IM GOING TO TRAIN AUDITION ACC!!!!!

ADD ME :babyleilei :)

happy + SIAN! !!!! D:D:

2008-11-17T11:16:00.000+08:00

you make me feel happy and excited:)
okay hi everyone !
im currently happy + sian !
im sian because i very scared of my hp bill, i think next time i save money then i ownself pay barh.
sian ! later must go down take, i got a feeling is 40+
haiz, im happy because !!! nevermind ,
tahhhahhahha..
whatever , sian ,
i wanna go eat breakfast liaoz
buaiz people !!
BANG BANG TANG HERE I COMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

HAPPY 44TH BIRTHDAY AUNTY JOYCE ;D

2008-11-17T00:23:00.000+08:00

hello everyone ;)
miss me marhhh?????? :D hahahahah !:)
today was boring to death in the morng !!
i woke up at 9.30am todae, because yesterday due to some reasons i slept at 2++...
ahahaha , LOL >< we ate breakfast cum lunch at parkway parade the market to eat .
i ate prawn mee as usual >< Hehe , i might be going back to the MAVIS for tuition next year.
i dont know , have to see mum lor ><
then went parkway to shop! oh yeah ! we spent more then 2hr at the body shop-,- can u believe??
thanks to my mother , wanna buy this and that , LOL!
and yeahh!!! im going to bang bang tang the concert?? something like must buy the lastest album and they will help u sign and u are able to shake their hand !!!!!
SO OMZG :D!!!!!!
i got a feeling might see shujun(my pri school friend) as she lik wangzi alot???
ahhaahah ! excited !! next sun worr !
:D
going with my sister friend , (agnes lim , joey they all)
hahaha :D
went to giant buy some ingrediants then went back slack awhile .
after that , we 5.50 then leave the house , go downtown east buy cake for my aunty birthday.
damn FUCK UP BY MY FATHER .
he say that he is late , and say that we have no bloody time arrangement.
and he is speeding his speed like FUCK .
-.- crap lar , i trying to sleep , then keep banging because he is speeding ._.
cheebye sias , i damn pissed with him that time.
after buying cake , went to fetch my grandma-,- then dad say we no time arrangement Blah ...
FUCK , pissed.
reached weiting house , uncle gary haven even come back .
and my dad already so kang chiong-,-
haha , anyway.
first time uncle gary give a surprise for aunty joyce sias..
he bluff her say that want go parkway cut hair , which he cut not long ago.(heard from W.T)
lol , then went they come back , we off all the light , then went they come in ,
we say :
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! :)
she shocked dao.
hahaha , many nice food.
like crabs , sushi and etc .
haahah , damn funny.
lols , wanted to watch some shows .
then my ahma say want to go home already.
standard line from her de.
no offence lar , but me and weiting dont really like it ._.
we came at 7 , she 8 want go home liao.
so we cut cake and sing birthday song to her noh..
damn funny.
look at the picture !

weixuan! cutie pie :)when waiting for aunty joyce , weixuan emo...
this picture damn freaking funny. we laugh like mad , presenting to you , my GRANDMA!

lovely couple neh !! i keep pestering my uncle to kiss my aunty , but i think he too shy !
centre parting weijie !

my aunty wish that she could stay in a BIG BIG HOUSE:) the cake is damn freaking nice :D 77dollar leh , 1 cake , 1 money , lols! damn nice !

especially the durian neh !!

after that fetch my ahma go home.

after that , went to mama office . she wanna put down her things at office
as i heard from her she is going to sell things tomorrow for charity
MAMA , HOPE YOUR BUISNESS IS GOOD WOR^^ ! JIAYOU!:)

HAHHAHA, i just hang down the phone with spencer tng :)
is like 1.13am already.
mother scold me for talking too late on the phone , paiseh ar spencer ;)
anyway , spencer will be leaving us already !
weijie and lindsay do u know marh?your should know hoh..
haiz ,damn sad lor. no more joke can laugh le .
but nevermind larh ! we can still meet up !! :) spencer ! jiayou:)

ahhaha, im damn pissed with my dad currently , *pissed*

Lindsay :
thanks for being my bestfrrrrr & laogong yeah?
i really love you lots ! smile girl :) i wanna see u smile everyday !!! :)
hahah ! anything just message me or call me and i will try my best to an wei you okay?
i will buy you a DBSK poster :D CHEERS! :)

Weijie:
thanks for being my bestfrrr too! lolz, although we not very close ... -,- but yeah , thanks for everything lar !!! :D

Spencer:
heyoooooo !! :D
hahhaah, thanks for everything is whole 2 year, although you are gonna leave us and go other school to fufill your future , you still can call us and meet us okay?:D

THANKS GUYS FOR EVERYTHING THIS YEAR ! YOUR ARE ALWAYS MY BESTIE !:)

ESPECIALLY LINDSAY , I LOVE YOU!;) SMILE!

OKAY,
kinda late le , i wanna go orh orh le ! ZzzzZZZzzZZZZzzZZZZZ
happy night night ! good night sweet dreams ! :D

i start to miss you everyday everynight D:

2008-11-16T00:45:00.000+08:00

HEYO :D im back from all this happy things ! :) today morng , i dont know why i started cam-whoring !!! LOL!! ~ retartedddd ~~~

alot of picture taken today , more then a 200 picture, but i wont be posting up everything lar-.- cause is already 1.09am, you think im like a God , and can tahan ? for 200 picture?? siao lor i think . today is the OPEN HOUSE for ngee ann sec , i didnt went , as im not performing and i didnt even went for the ROSELLA PLANT thingy , because got piano lesson at 2pm , teacher came , and i was already like SIAN already! heng today she start the pratical and not the theroy first , HHAHHAH :) happy! anyway! LINDSAY , JIAYYOU FOR YOUR CONCERT AT VICTORIA :):):):):):):)

happy me ! bleh ! my hamster so cute :) JUNKI go bite a hole , and he force himself to come out , and he stuck at the whole and he started to squeak like mad ! cute :)
and !!! im so loveeeddd the PET SOCIETY at the FACEBOOK already :) so nice!! must play! :D

ahahah , happy! :) went to the food fair at expo after that , was rather crowded like some mad cow running , people started pushing like no one buisness . crazy /kiasu singaporean=.=

lols , mad . eat eat eat , around 8+pm , my mother suggest to go to marina barrdage to see the nice scenery , went i went there , so DARKK!!! and my father say lot of ''dirty'' things there , so scaryy!! then i keep holding my mother hand , ahhaha funny .

took alot of picture ! more then a 200=,=

thanks to my DEAREST SISTER ,

keep zilian-ing using my phone ..... ._.

but fun lar ! okay larh , this is all the picture, take a look at it !! water water :D nice ! HAVE FUN!

YEAH! :) and i will post most of the picture tmr :) cause im tired already ! D:
im mooody , and i dont know why , because lindsay moody ??? LOL , haiz ! tired le ! bye people !

*anyway* , more sian , tmr going that bitch house , SIAN

so sian ! i wanna go out !

2008-11-14T17:25:00.000+08:00

hello everyone .
im v v v v v v v v v v v sian D:
super sian !
you can see today i post 3 post already .
damn sian lor ,
haiz .
lindsay phone got something wrong i think????
call her they say the phone unavailable?
lol.
just now webcaming darelle.
lols , to keep me not bored .
OKAY , IM DAMN SIAN NOW .
REALLY .
fuck , why is there so many ppl think i like _____________?????
fuck larh , i dont like him lar..-.-
narbei .
._.
i wanna go out D: D: D: D: D: D:
sians !
but my mother say wanna bring us to the expo food fair .
i dunwant go .
i rather stay at home , i dont know why ! :D
hehhehe , YAY ! i learn how to play the TEN BROTHER (十兄弟) piano already ! :D
i man man learn from the internet , see the boy hand how to plae and sing to myself .
and i can already !:))
okay , i wanna tell ya sth .
lols .
i dont know why this few days i dont really hate my dad???
and i fan er kinda miss him?
lols, he see me this few days never give me money .
and u know what he do?
he everyday put inside my wallet $10 .
yesterday and todae put $10 .
i shocked . is not because he give me money then i happy or what larh ._.
just that this few weeks i have been myself in the house for the whole day .
until 8-9pm then my parent come back , then u only got 1 hour to pei them?????
i really dont know leh .
i dont know what wrong with my mind .
i wanna shout OUT LOUD ><
sian lar . ><
now only 5.32pm .
sighhhhh D:
can you imagine you everyday 24hr staying at home , your butt will ROT instead-,-
stay at home only ; study , play computer , slacked , play with hamster , eat , sleep , watch tv, exercise .
that all i can do .
i wanna go out badly .
my mother will say that mt study and stuff .
haiz, next year sec3 le .
damn fast right?
is like 1 BLINK.
SOMEMORE , still can rmb sec1 oretaintion i only know jesselyn .
haha , kinda funny that time lar .
but thanks to all my 1c1 and 2c1 people who give me so much fun .
and i think when we are in 2c1 , we are much more united?????
i dont know .
next year i doubt so im going to be in 3c1-,-
should be 3c2.
kinda wierd????
from 1c1,2c1,3c2?
lolz , wierd siol .
cannot 1 all the way .
who ask my study that bad .
sigh , sigh sigh !
NEXT YEAR I THINK NO COMPUTER FOR ME LE .
cause to get to poly or JC ,
need L1R5.
means must pass english and 5 sub.
which i only taking 6sub?
if i fail 1 die .
die die die .
what should i do with my hols???!??!?!!??!!?!?!
study???????
plae????????
slaack??????
SIAN!
life sux

2008-11-14T11:41:00.000+08:00

i found many nice piano song !
like , ten brothers !
camp rock ---- this is me !
camp rockk---- gotta find you!
omgoshh!!
happy^^

2008-11-14T08:48:00.000+08:00

xiaoyu! :) :) :) ;) ;) ;)

HELLO EVERYONE !

im blogging with a....tired mood D: spencer called me in this morng , then i woke up ==

yesterday i slept at 6am can?! and i woke up at 8am=,= so total i only sleep for 2hrs?

i also dont know why, i played my hp game until 2+ am only , then i sit at my bed there .

think of some stupid things? then messgae lindsay at 5+am see whether she wake up ,

she never reply means still ''SLEEPING'' in the wonderland lor ^^ ahhahh ! :)

nevermind , then now blogging ,

hmmm, i dont intend to go to guzheng later .

i mean go for what larh ...

we also not performing for the OPEN HOUSE . go there only wasting time .

from 2-6pm .

go there also just get despise from the cui lao shi .

say 3rd row is the most lan row and blah blah blah ... ._.

well , sister went to work already .

yay ! tmr is my new month .

die , get back hp bill on 16th .

die die .

sure die.

comfirm bomb,

40+ i think..

die already lor??

aahhaah , okay lar .

i gtg already :)

bye people !

*remember to tag me yeah?*

2008-11-13T19:05:00.000+08:00

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
xiaoyu damn freaking cute :)
love you girl :D !!!!
she sleep on my hand when i played with her :)
ahahahhhhhhh!!! damn cute lor !
oh yeah! i got names for my baby hamster already !
black no.1 -----XiongXiong♥(boy)
black no.2-----Cappucino♥(boy)
white no.3-----Fuzzball ♥(boy)
white no.4-----JunKi♥(boy)
white no.5-----Cookie♥(girl)

i went to look on the internect and i think this name are very nice !
HEHHEHE , im happy ^^
yay ! okay , shall blog later or tmr !
wanna watch ten brother now ! :)
bye!

*remember to tag me *!

2008-11-13T08:59:00.000+08:00

HEYHEY :D
denise is currently back !
yesterday it rained the whole day ! omgosh !im cold like shit-.-
oh yah !
HAPPY SWEET 16TH BIRTHDAY AGNES LIM :)
MAY ALL YOUR DREAMS COME TRUE !!! [:
yesterday my sister ask me and her sing birthday song on the phone to her !
but damn freaking paiseh lorh-.- so my sister sing herself .
lolz hahaah !
yesterday seperate the male hamster .
lols i find out something lor.
the private part bleeding is the only girl.
all boy .
means got 4boy 1 girl.
oh my holy lor ! hahah D: that why 2 male fight and the other male attack the female !
woah! girl girl !!! pro hoh? can born 4 boy :) proud of you !!
yesterday change skin! i think i wont be changing anymore barh , because i kinda like this.
hehe , yepp! my mother scolded me yesterday blah blah ..
and ! they say my fried rice is deproving ?????
got mehz? i think hai hao leh? maybe no egg? lolz.
i really feel like privating my blog lehz -.-
LOL ._. just got that kind of feeling ,
diaozz-.-
piang ! yesterday rain whole day ! today morng wake up also rain .
the wind blow at me , i shiver lor .
damn freaking cold lar ..
oh yeah , sians .
sister never go work todae . later sure going to nag at me again .
haiz ,
why do i even bothered to be angry with you?
i think im just wasting my breath and energy on you .
oh well , whatever . just be your own way larh .
-.- sucker .
whatever larh !
bye!
how i wish my friendship was like my sister D:

I JUST REALISEDDDDD D:

2008-11-12T16:24:00.000+08:00

omggosshhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my hamster fight again!!D:
and this time is no where bleeding .
but the private part is bleeding !!!!
how !!!!
just now i go check , all is male and only the private part the bleeding is a girl??
oh my holy ??
that why all male fight larh !!!!!
woah sehhhh!!!
howwww lehhhh
can someone tell me if you have a hamster ?:D thanks!

2008-11-12T15:20:00.000+08:00

hello everyone! im back ! today went eastpoint with lindsay :) ahhahah to repair her phone!
we took train to simei then went to repair her phone eh :) hahhhH!!

yepp! we go repair , then the girl over there darn funny .
super -,- lorz , ate curry noodle ! and we were thinking why they sell cha siew fan where it must sell hala food?
because is a chicken , not pork ! hahahh :)
went to popular awhile , took 9 to school .
listen to some briefing , then took 28 home ,
i think near safara there , when i was looking down , i saw cheeming !:)
hahahah !! damn funny , i chuo tio first , cause i saw yuanfong ,
then went the bus go forward, i started sawing cheeming ,kianwei,yuanfong and 1 girl?
i think they are waiting for some peoplee??
-.- i slept at the bus for some how? because too tired?
and now im blogging ! wahpiang , bloody thunder !
scare my hamster when they are sleeping =.=
see ! another thunder ! =.=
sian , tmr going workk! D:
sian-,- but what to do ? got money take , :D ahahahah!
hehe ,
i wonder should i private my blog badly !
is not because of whoever will see.
just that i scared my sister on my blog when she in my father office , and weiting is just BESIDE her?
and when she see i blog about her , what will she do?!
argh , maybe i just tell my sister that dont on my blog during office hours~~
lols ! im bored !! D:
i wanna go out :D
heheh , !!!

2008-11-11T21:36:00.000+08:00

omgggggggggggoooshhh!!!
my dad just now was on the new-asia???!/!??!!?
damn freaking funny!!! i laugh like hell.
he went for the nose check up at west point hospital !!! lolzzz , damn freaking funny-,-
lols, ahhaha
laugh out loud!!:D

everything is just so fast D:

2008-11-11T21:01:00.000+08:00

hello everyone , im back ! :)
today went to meet lindsay ! poor girl her phone LCD screen so fast spoil !
went to t-mall , kopitiam also got renovation i think ??
then , wanted to go century square , but lucian called her say that her father is in school then wanna buy the school books already ,
so we took 291 to school ! so paiseh lor ><>< high=",=""><
yingting left at 5pm ! enyong also.
lols , 6pm meet lindsay at school busstop , then went home together .
she is damn funny lol.
the bus got some life's funniest moment show .
and its really damn funny lor.!
hahaha , then lindsay skirt the button broke?
haha , then she took off her skirt cause she is wearing fbt pants,
went down th bus , she nearly fall down , ahahhah!! and her expression damn funny i tell u !
hahahhahh!!! :) then wen down the bus , her class jersey cover her fbt , like she never wear anything .
lols ~~ walk home , bathe , eat dinner, blog .
my hamster okie already !!! ^^
happy ! dont know whether want to put them tgt again-,- i scared fight lor ..=,= then injured again!
lols , i dont know why my hands are so cold??
head so hot??
im i going to fall sick?
EASTPOINT tmr :)
*anyway , those who view my blog , can tag me marh? :D thanks hoh..

2008-11-11T09:33:00.000+08:00

hello everyone ! yesterday was my jiejie birthday ! and we went to bugis to shop! bought a shirt. lols ~ ahhah ! TOOK AT THE OG TOILET..went to bugis street to shop also , bought a pair of earrings , my sister bought 1 wallet, 1 grey skinnies and 1 shirt! okayy!!! mummy let her buy because is her birthday what , so yeah .. hahaha the wallet is my mom buy for her b'dae present lor. and we saw yuanfong ,kianwei,soonyang, desmond and so on?? damn lol lar ~hahhhahahaah..went temple to pray then my aunty wanna join us for dinner and so called celebrate my sister birthday . so we went orchard road the sakura to eat!!! 6 people cause $166 LEHH!!! hahhaha , nice lar , but i eat abit only i full liao , so i not suit to eat dinner buffet? when my father come hoh , i tell him that aunty haven come , he say : SO , ISSIT MY PROBLEM? fuck! what he want?! i talk to him nicely leh-,- then , i need to take something , so i sit and lift up my chair , my dad from behind push me infront , fuck i chua tio lor , the whole dinner i give him the fucked face , where got your own father do that to you?=,=going on the KL trip hoh , 5day4 night leh , i abit cannot fang xia my hamster lor-,- who is going to feed them? then the mother ,junki,xiongxiong who feed them water? or are we going to buy 3 cages? or 3 water bottle? i really dont know lah ! then i tell my mother just go buy the water bottle , my dad say you say 1 more time , i throw all your hamster to the cat and let them eat . fuck , im damn pissed with him lor-,-!! and i find out something !
my whole family all baised to my sister de lor-,- my aunty give me so small the present , then she give my sister so BIG . haha, then i go tell her , i say ehh aunty!! why my present so small , jiejie so big de .. ahhah! anyway ! i was just joking lar , i appreciate your gift kay?:) hahaha
anyway! i kinda have fun , it fun to make my sister laugh ! then she keep showing me her blackkkk face!!! :D anyway jie! hope you have fun! :D

after eat hoh , we go to the carpark! and there got so many bird!!!! then my father and some other ppl car got so many bird shit ! then i go tell my sister , eh!! happy birthday!!! ahhahaha

i tell her that that is her birthday cake the cream. ahhaha !! so slimy lor i see -,-

okay , when im eating my dinner , i think alot of things lor!!
like totally OMZG, lindsay!! we must meet for recess and lunch okay?:)
is like so fast we are going to sec3 already!?!?
nvms , i need go bathe ! meeting lindsay for lunch ! :) bye people :D

2008-11-10T12:24:00.000+08:00

FUCKKK NGEEEANNNNN UPSIDE DOWN LARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ALL UNSUCCESSSFULLLLLLL.......................
FUCKKKKKKKKKK LUHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
fuckkk the school!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I REALLY HATE THE BLOODY ARRANGEMENT THAT THE B LOODY NGEEANN ARRANGE!
REALLY FUCK THEM LAR!
WHERE GOT WHOLE CLASS UNSUCESSFUL WANT .
FISHHH LARH!
BLOODY D&T! WHERE GOT GOOD !
MUST STAY BACK SO LATEEEEE..
FUCK LAR!
I REALLY CANNOT TAHAN LOR
WHERE GOT ALL UNSUCESSFUL DE!
[FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
FUCK SCHOOL!

2008-11-08T12:33:00.001+08:00

okay , im bored d:
I DREAM THAT IM THE ONLY GIRL THAT STAY IN 3C2-,-
GOSHHH , IM DAMN FREKAING SCARED THAT I WILL NOT GO TO POA COURSE.
PRAY HARD!

2008-11-07T22:14:00.000+08:00

DEAR DIARY ;

denise is currently moody NOW . can someone come and comfort her? =.=
im very pissed with my cousin ---- KHOO WEI TING .
i swear that im not going to tell her any more of mine secret to her ANYMORE .
i really feel that im hating her for all my life now . she betrayed me.
last time i tell her not to tell anyone about my grandfather ''sprit'' coming to my house ..
THEN , fcuk she go tell my sister . because why? they are working ''collegues'' now.
crapzxcxczxzx ! FISHHHH her .
my dad tell me not to tel , because they might scared marhz, but i just tell because i trust her and she is the only cousin that im very closed with? oh well , im also quite closed to meimei jiejie also? but i always hang out with weiting lar , really FISHHHH her lor . i really hate her like KAO already .. FISHHHHHH her /
i seriously hate her ! argh ._.
im currently have a fast heartbeat is because im very scared that i cannot go into POA D:
lindsay they all can take A MATHS liao ^^ CONGRATS:)
hope me , weijie , spencer , lindsay can all same class next year .
spencer ! YOU BETTER DONT TRANSFER SCHOOL OKAY!
i sure that you next year can do better de ^^ JIAYOU! ;D
sigh , i also dont know whether can go into POA D:
hope is successful barh D:
pray to my Grandfather later D:
will burn the joss stick to him , and pray that i can get into POA D:
sian! pray !!!! prayy!!!!
~im warning you not to watch the coffin:D
i hope you cry^^ :D

2008-11-07T16:05:00.000+08:00

PROFESSOR XIAOYU! ♥

*AHEM* as you can see , today i blog 2 post already . because i really dont know what to do!?

so freaking sianz larhhhzzz , meeting mom later ! she went to CGH for check up , today morng wake up got flu and a very bad giddy , so i didnt went to guzheng , now my head abit hot -.-message mdm goh , and she told me to rest well . haahh ..LOLS~ holidays are really boring D: i swear!~

playing computer games and slacking around =BORING@@@@@@@@@@@@@

i wanna go out! OUT~! lindsay cannot go out already DDDDD; sianz. hols are really boring ! D:

hope my appeal for POA is successful one barhs.

oh yahh!!! NEXT MONDAY IS JIEJIE BIRTHDAY ♥

ahhah , thinking of what to give her D: but im chipping in the amount with jolyn they all. ahhhahahhaha, lols ~ and next monday is getting the result for the appeal ! im going to wake up early , on the computer and start to go e-portal quick . i swear im going to have a fast heartbeat. lols.. ahahhaD:

watching tv only giving me more tireness...

playing computer games giving me more SIAN LOOK.

talking on msn only help me train my hand ...=.=

LOOK! DENISE KHOO IS REALLY VERY SIAN. CHAO SIAN.SUPER SIAN.

ARGHH ._.

looks like everyone have a class chalet .. our class this year dont have . lol~ hahha ,

okay , denise khoo wanna do other thing . bye for now .~

2008-11-07T08:58:00.000+08:00

HELLO BLOGGERS ;)

bicycle is LOVED ;) ahhaahha , lols! is we take then how we know we are actually take the bicycle .. ahhahaahhaaha :D mother didnt go work today as she need go for check up at CGH , so.. she at home sleeping now nehhzz .. hahhahah , and im blogging ! okay , i think... i think too much already barhhzz . sorry ar lindsay D: sigh D: POA course really need so late come back de ar? woahhzz than next time if i take D&T , then more late lor~heard until 6pm? or even 7pm.. siol.. DIE ): but i appeal to POA already , hope can successful barhzz.. 10nov noe results already.. at e-portal.woahhz! spencer dont transfer school larh D: maybe you can take POA lehh? you might not know also marhzz..heard that hilman also transfer school to bedok view? spencer want to transfer school to broadrick? spencer tell me if i never take POA , go to coral sec? because is my future... D&T also cannot go POLY or JC.. sian D:i dont even know coral sec can accept me not marh.. lolz. somemore i will pahseh lindsay lor D: just pray that i will go to POA course barh ..

later got guzheng , whole 2r5 people not going because they got clss chalet.. sian D: means yingting not going D: i keep thinking whether should i go not lor. but going home will laogong.then just go lor. somemore i never go on last friday already. teacher scold me later><

i hope that our friendship can last long for next year until forever! okay?:D

love you!♥ muacks!♥

sorry arh , sometime i very negative .. ahhahaha D:

2008-11-06T22:19:00.000+08:00

HI EVERYONE ,

Today is a very suay day lar ..morning went to change my baby hamster cage , because they are SUPER DUPER smelly D: hahaha , but the most worst thing is that lar , 2 hamster is I SWEAR BADLY INJURED. so i have to seperate the mother , 1 black and 1 white . the mother is the enemy of them lar -,- keep fighting . the black one the nose there all blood. then the white one the buttock there all skin tear and blood flowing-.- and they fight until the blood just came out and stain the whole cage -.- so i quickly go put them in the box. see how they live lor . everyday fight and they in the end have to suffer . im thinking of buying a new cage for them , because no water bottle , i have to feed it everyday . I PRAY FOR YOUR HAMSTER^^ GET WELL SOON[:

went to meet my mother after that , went to CGH , but we was late , then kana scolding from my mother.. blah blah.. after that went to novena square 2:Din the train , i sit with this guy that is mumbling himself, then my sister and me keep laughing . super LOL~ shop shop shop then bought ricecake and eat(: nice! :D

dad came pick us up and we went to eat dinner at some hawker centre and we are back! ;D

watch the 9pm show , bu fan de ai . damn nice (: but the bu fan got AIDS . sad. ahha ! tell u sth funny.

the show the BU QUN for 6 packs , then my father say to my mother whether my mother like his size now , then my father say he is going to go gym to have 6 packs , damn freaking funny=.= lols! hahahha~

sigh , going guzheng alone myslef tomorrow due to some reasons ~ sianssss like hell D:

going to guzheng tomorrow :D dont know whether yingting is going tomorrow because she got class chalet until tomorrow ..dont know barh .

okay , i write until here le :D

anyway im not going to update the www.undefine-luve.blogspot.com already ..

so.. i will update this blog .!

okay ! im going to watch channel 55 now ! byebye!

im freaking sian! D:

2008-11-06T10:40:00.000+08:00

HI EVERYONE ;)

yesterday i freaking fed up with my dad lor.. he ask me go to my grandma house to dabao for he and my sister, piang , you can go yourself right? argh , this few days i dont know what im i thinking about , when my sister,father or mother talk to me , i will feel very fed up or something .i dont know . and i really hate something is that when i JUST online , my mother will start talking to me say what , ''so early online''? eat breakfast that kind of thing , and say go study and stop playing in the computer . i really dont know why i will feeel very irritated and i dun even wish to reply her . my sister say that this few days i have been very rude? since when?
and did u know why i talk to you so rude? because i dun wish to feel unconcern okay! daddy only concern for you , me? NO .
crap , im FISHHHHH-ing pissed lar . later meeting lindsay to go library . then how i know my mother going CGH for check up.ask me follow her at 3.30. but i already arranged with lindsay liao lar . then my sister say i very rude and stuff . aiyeah , hack care lar . i dun wish to bother and make me angry or sad or whatever .

when they all are working , i always kept thinking that there;s ''someone'' like following me and stuff , damn scared lar . -.- lolsss
okay lar, i go eat my breakfast now D: bye people:D

2008-11-05T14:47:00.000+08:00

look at my sister-,- how she draw the ghost and clothes!! so damn LOL.

just now meet lindsay to pass up the appeal form .

eat KFC for lunch . ahahha:D

then went playground and sent lindsay to school then go home liao.

okay , bb

omg, this guy is just sucha flirt!

2008-11-05T10:22:00.001+08:00

http://adayof-freedom.blogspot.com/

2008-11-05T09:49:00.000+08:00

i changed link and everything already.
im going to start everything afresh with the post now .
yesterday , i very damn fed up with my father.
is damn freaking fed up until i wanna cry already .
-.-
my sister went to work for my uncle marh . then my dad begin to say to my mother all the things that my sister was doing inside. for ME, i dont even understand what the hell are they talking about, so i went in to the room , and i re ally hate what my father an sister say to me, they say my maths so LAN take what POA ,ask me take D&T better . fcuk , they dont even understand me lar, -.- i wanna take POA , D&T coursework is like....70%?! and like im not really good in that subject . lindsay help me take the appeal form :D thanks girl! (: then my dad say , what reason you want me help you put when your maths like that already still wanna appeal? they sure choose the top 10% . eh! i want is a encouragement and not looking down on me okay . ngeeann already look down on this NA people already. they already said that N level A MATHS
can take if you got a 60% and above for maths . and now NO ONE is OFFERED IN OUR CLASS!when there's so many people got 60% and above. what the school is doing!? looking down on us? and they said that choose our choice properly , but in the end is like they are choosing for us? we want is POA , come out D&T? crap lar ! totally crap . at home must see my father face-.- still must face the school! studies and blah blah , i really thought why i dun have a better family . my mother,father only concern for my sister more then me. maybe im just being JEALOUS? i seriously dontknow larh.!i really hate this world. the world sucks!argh! my father only treat me like im a dustbin came out the daughteR? talk to my sister is darling here and there. talk to me is SHOUT . and can you believe that your father used his leg and kick you HARDLY , when i didnt even do anything wrong!? what the fuck lar. i really cannot stand my father anymore ! i want freeedomM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im at home whole day long , cause all my close people are working , i wanna talk to someone. but i talk to who?! talk to my hamster? will they understand me? they will only see my crying -.-
sigh D: dont want talk about winson khoo chin kiong anymore!

meeting lindsay to hand up the appeal fom . lindsay also angry cannot take A MATHS lar! crap the ngeeann! and crap my father. im fucking pissed.okay, will blog later;D